Tuesday 16 October 2012

Illness, and what must be culture shock.

Hello boys and girls,
It's a hot, hot day in Vietnam, and I haven't eaten properly in days! I find myself suffering from a complete loss of appetite, meaning I can manage just a few spoonfuls of rice, and then I feel so full I'm almost sick. Everyone is very concerned at the school, and I've had deliveries of cake and milk and medicine to my door by concerned friends with furrowed brows.
Eventually, the worry got to such a level, that I was whisked from my room on Friday night and taken to a doctor friend of the Chairman. She runs a specialist maternity unit, but agreed to see me at short notice. It was a very surreal experience. I had my blood pressure taken as I sat sandwiched between two heavily pregnant Vietnamese women, each with their bellies hooked up to monitor the babies' heartbeats. Then I was given an ultrasound, while a crowd of women stared at my stupidly pale stomach. Odd. Very odd.
I had to be held down when they took blood from my hand, because I really, really hate needles, and started freaking out as she came towards me brandishing one.
I was prescribed medicine to get my stomach back to normal. But sadly, it hasn't worked, and I am still not eating.

Now comes the diagnosis from the Principal and Vice Principal: I'm lonely, suffering from Culture Shock, and need a boyfriend - they're very obsessed with me getting a boyfriend.
I think some of what they say could be true, although it's unusual for me to turn my back on food when I feel sad. I'm definitely a habitual comfort-eater.
Apparently, I'm being taken to another doctor this week some time, and hopefully they'll be able to help me more. And I think taking a translator would be a good idea next time.

As for Culture Shock, I think that I could be suffering from some form of it. I love this country, and the people, and it's not as if I don't want to eat the food. But yes, I do feel lonely sometimes, in the evenings, when I am sat in my room and realise... I don't have any friends that live close by, and I don't speak enough Vietnamese to make local friends...
It can be frustrating. BUT, I am learning more Vietnamese as time goes on, and I am absolutely determined to master it. I hope this 'not eating' thing goes away soon, because I'm craving some noodles and prawns in spicy sauce!

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